There must have been a squall, but all I could think was, "It's a fairy dust morning, fairy dust morning, fairy dust morning. . . " Repeating the words like a mantra I rushed to find the pants my husband was looking for and set them on a chair where he would see them. I hauled the boys' sheets down to the laundry, flump, slam, click, glug, whoosh, and bustled upstairs with another basket. Repeating in my mind, "It's a fairy dust morning. . ." while noise of a family filled weekend morning faded into the background of my consciousness. I grabbed my notebook, my pen, and slipped to the window to watch, to wait, and to write.
The poem came quickly. . .
Fairy dust morning
Silver sun sneaking through pine boughs
Sprinkling sparkles
Sun kissed saplings
Criss crossing
cold swirls twinkling among the trees
Across the yard
A gift
A poem
A fairy dust morning
Then, I was reminded of another day. It was a day a lot like this one, but without the clutter of children and chores to distract me. Long ago, with a backpack tucked with pencils and square slips of paper, a water bottle and wool blanket. It had been ages since I had sketched, but I was prepared. I entered the woods. . .
It was slow walking through the snow past the old stone chimney standing sentry. I took a moment to acknowlege, a silent nod, and keep on, this spot is too close to the road, to travelers, to the real world. I crossed a little bridge over a brook. The light, wondrous in the woods today, a luminous dappling on snow and ice covered branches, rocks and half rotten logs. It was a quiet walk, snow crunching softly, loosened by the sun, beneath my feet and only snowfleas unsettled on the surface to keep me company. I stopped to marvel at how quickly they danced on cold crystals. Knowing I could not capture their magic with my pencil, I moved further up a knoll, I would know when the place was right. . .
Then there it was, a welcoming log frozen into the snow, a patch of sun warming this glorious spot surrounded by nothing. . . but forest. All was quiet while I settled onto the warm wool and leaned against the log, pencils, paper ready, I took a sip of icy water and just looked all around me, at everything, and I waited. Light glittered, illuminating ice traced branches, and the world seemed to shimmer magically around me as I disappeared, still. This is the spot. Soon the winter birds come in fluttering and flitting like sprites, a squirrel chattered back, tail twitching a few trees away. I am forgotten.
They are here in this enchanted place. Twinkling sparks of light on limbs and crystals of snow that surround me. I can feel their gift and begin to slide my pencil around a square of paper tentatively at first. Then intuition guides me. I sketch the magic of a quiet morning in the forest where snowfleas dance and sprites and fairies leave precious gifts. I sketch light, and line and a love of this moment, in hopes that I can wrap them gently and take them home to treasure.
As the sun rose higher in the sky, the glistening frost slowly gave way, snowfleas no longer danced, and I had sketched my fill for the morn. I rolled up my wool and tucked into my pack and smiled a thank you to the magical ones who shared a gift with me today. Then I walked taller out of the woods, off the knoll, across the brook, past the old stone chimney standing sentry. Back to the road I walk, toward travelers, the real world, and home. . .
Yes. This was another one of those days. A fairy dust morning, a fairy dust morning, a fairy dust morning. . .They left me a gift enchanted with magic. I am wrapping it up here to pass along to you.
The memories of that morning are attatched carefully to pink paper, bound loosely with smooth ribbon, placed in a basket of other lovelies for safe keeping
Mmm, this was so rich with langauge that I feel like a just ate a lavish breakfast! You really made the peace and beauty of this moment present for me. Beautiful!
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